Routine. Habit. Schedule. Regularity.
What’s that?
Ever since… I can’t remember… I’ve been running completely outside of my regular routine. Y’know how some people’s lives seem to be rut-oriented? Well, I’ve been dancing in and out and all around my rut, never successfully returning to the worn path. I think I’m about to brake my ankle for all my antics.
One of the things that I like best about my school is the strict schedule: there, the challenge is breaking out of the schedule---not into it. Here, if I do not have my little routines, if I do not keep my various habits, I fall…and when I fall, I usually scrape up my limbs and face because I can’t seem to fall with grace. I’ve been trying to get myself gathered back up, but it is so hard to return to normality when your face, elbows, hands, and knees are all bloody.
I have a few things that I do when I’m in my rut to help me stay there. One thing I like to do is set my alarm across the room so that I have to get out of bed to quiet its screaming, and I only give myself one punch of the snooze button before I have to start my morning. Lately I’ve set three alarms, and they all get their snooze buttons punched for at least 45 minutes. Another thing I do is spend as little time as possible dressing and readying myself for the day (the main reason I don’t wear makeup), so that I have more time to wake up, eat breakfast, and prepare my spiritual armor. For a while now, I’ve been getting out of bed with just enough time to dress and hop in the car, still half drowsy. Though it may seem of little consequence to you, I’ve picked up a habit of carrying a water bottle around. I don’t even know where my water bottle is. If I have down-times at work, and I have to stay at the front desk, I used to work on memorizing the book of James. It’s been so long since I’ve looked at James that I can’t tell you which verse I memorized last. The first few weeks I was here, I’d come home, make dinner, and watch Wheel of Fortune and/or Jeopardy with Natalie before retiring to my room to journal and write letters. I’ve barely seen Natalie---or my journal, for that matter---in the last two weeks.
I feel like I’m running downhill… leaning forward. It’s not very easy to keep your balance that way. I’ve been trying to get some of my routine back, but I can’t seem to get back into the groove. {Ha-- I’ve lost my groove!} Tonight I am determined to sit down, stop the momentum, pick up all my little helping habits, and try to walk gracefully and calmly down that hill.
On the upside: this week’s VBS has been coordinated and masterfully led by the amazing teenagers and teenager-wranglers of First Baptist Church Hendersonville (TN). Today was their last day, and we had a handful of kids getting counseled. I don’t know the official count, but I do know that my little friend Hunter got saved today! Praise God! [I’m going to change my salvation count to 2 until I get the official count.]
Please keep those kids [and this kid] in your prayers.
Love you all!
Amanda
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WAS YOUR BOARD BROKE FOR A WHILE OR WAS IT MY COMPUTER HAVING ISSUES?
NO SHOUTING ON MY BLOG!!! oh, oops. ;)
Yes, I think tagboard was the one having issues. I am glad it's up and running, though.
For all those who read sunny's blog: when I type at work my computer has the CAPS LOCK on. I AM NOT SHOUTING. I AM TYPING AT WORK- ON BREAK. Sunny was concerned that I was hurting your "ears" :). Sorry I will try to be more careful. :)
What if I was more concerned for my own ears? ;)
Sorry! If you were concerned for your ears you should have said so, instead of making it sound like it was concern for your readers. In any case I talked to you all ready this was addressing the readers.
If I were truly concerned for my own ears, I would have said something. I was teasing. ;p
By the by, thank you for minding the caps lock key! *grin*
Most Welcome.
http://www.snoopy.com/comics/peanuts/archive/peanuts-20050712.html
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Snoopy doesn't know what he's talking about... well, either that, or my "many years" hasn't come yet! *grin*
1. You don't go 24/7
2. Have you ever tried to put shoes on a dog? We used to have a Beagle-Terrier mix. She tore a nail really bad once and the vet recommended these little dog shoes to keep her from reinjuring it while it healed. It usually took her less than a 1/2 hour to get them off. (29 minutes to sneak off somewhere and 1 to actually remove it.)
This is true.
And yes, I've tried to put shoes on a dog. Socks, actually. She didn't appreciate it too much. :)
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